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Every day this week you have reminded me my birthday is soon. STOP REMINDING ME. What puzzles me the most is that you know I don't want to be reminded. Thanks. Bitch. I love you but wtf really?
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I HAVE NO FRIENDS
I mean wishing.
26 December 2009 @ 12:34 pm
I want to stop dyeing my hair, tanning, and using lots of makeup and discover that I look beautiful without it.
26 December 2009 @ 05:01 pm
I wanted to be with him and his family this christmas.
I hate christmas with my family. It's so....mediocre. We opened our presents at almost 8pm and even then it was because they were in the way of my dad going to bed.
Christmas at home really, really sucks. As much as I love my parents, I always imagine Christmas day being magical.
I laid in bed all afternoon watching crap tv in between snoozes. If I were with him we'd be cuddling up and kissing and having a fantastic day.
Maybe next year.
I hate christmas with my family. It's so....mediocre. We opened our presents at almost 8pm and even then it was because they were in the way of my dad going to bed.
Christmas at home really, really sucks. As much as I love my parents, I always imagine Christmas day being magical.
I laid in bed all afternoon watching crap tv in between snoozes. If I were with him we'd be cuddling up and kissing and having a fantastic day.
Maybe next year.
26 December 2009 @ 11:27 am
Katy Perry said "I guess second best is all I will know." I find that this always applies to me. Why is it impossible for me to be someone's number one? I know it sounds selfish, but just for once, I want someone to put me first.
Why can't I find someone who would put me first?
Why can't I find someone who would put me first?
26 December 2009 @ 02:13 am
1. My older sister always criticizes me about religion.
I am the only non-catholic in my entire family, and she is always trying to convert me.
I know, I'm young, I have a lot to learn when it comes to religion. But I have beliefs, and I shouldn't be reprimanded for having them.
When I said that I believe in reincarnation, she was freaked.
But when I mentioned the possibility of multiple gods, she looked at me like I was a psychopath.
I wish she would stop pestering me for not believing in one sole God.
2. I have fallen for him, and he has fallen for me. We're practically best friends, but we've only been friends for a few months.
I guess we just connected really well. I'm scared though, because the last time I fell, I was hurt. Bad.
But this feels different... this is more, this is deeper, this is better...
I really hope we end up together, because I can already see us married.
I wish for him every time it's 11:11.
3. He's tall and thin and blonde, and his eyes are like tiny worlds. He's a brilliant singer.
He is the greatest pianist I have ever heard, and the music I listen to is mostly piano.
I always ask him to play piano for me, and it really turns me on.
I'm always blushing around him, or biting my lip. He's just so sexy.
I can't believe that he loves me back!
I am the only non-catholic in my entire family, and she is always trying to convert me.
I know, I'm young, I have a lot to learn when it comes to religion. But I have beliefs, and I shouldn't be reprimanded for having them.
When I said that I believe in reincarnation, she was freaked.
But when I mentioned the possibility of multiple gods, she looked at me like I was a psychopath.
I wish she would stop pestering me for not believing in one sole God.
2. I have fallen for him, and he has fallen for me. We're practically best friends, but we've only been friends for a few months.
I guess we just connected really well. I'm scared though, because the last time I fell, I was hurt. Bad.
But this feels different... this is more, this is deeper, this is better...
I really hope we end up together, because I can already see us married.
I wish for him every time it's 11:11.
3. He's tall and thin and blonde, and his eyes are like tiny worlds. He's a brilliant singer.
He is the greatest pianist I have ever heard, and the music I listen to is mostly piano.
I always ask him to play piano for me, and it really turns me on.
I'm always blushing around him, or biting my lip. He's just so sexy.
I can't believe that he loves me back!
26 December 2009 @ 02:31 am
25 December 2009 @ 11:00 pm
26 December 2009 @ 01:31 am
I'm happy this Xmas shit is finally over. I wouldn't of felt that way if I was with my own family this year.
25 December 2009 @ 11:36 pm
I miss my friends. I wish some things had stayed the same, even with all of us so far apart.
25 December 2009 @ 09:32 pm
25 December 2009 @ 11:32 pm
my mom's addiction to fucking farmville fucked my Christmas up.
i hope all her online neighbours are happy.
i hope all her online neighbours are happy.
25 December 2009 @ 11:10 pm
25 December 2009 @ 06:02 pm
Your status update said: "I hope everyone has had a Merry Christmas because we do not say Happy Holidays."
You've claimed multiple times that Obama's presidency will end in a country-shattering war and destruction.
What the hell have Liberty University and Jerry Falwell's cronies done to you? I want my old friend back.
And if you won't give her back, I don't think I can do this anymore. Sorry.
25 December 2009 @ 11:38 am
25 December 2009 @ 12:59 pm
I went to a Catholic Church last night and I really tried to be on my best behavior, but this girl infront of me was falling asleep. She did the generic head bobbing and jerking thing trying to keep her head up.
I couldnt take it seriously after I noticed her.
I couldnt take it seriously after I noticed her.
25 December 2009 @ 04:24 am
I'm frustrated, mad, hurt... I just want to scream, why, why, why? What the fuck did I ever do to you to deserve this? Is this punishment? I can't do this anymore. I'm losing my fucking mind over this.
I regret every bit of it.
I regret every bit of it.
24 December 2009 @ 11:38 pm
I was genuinely happy all day today
and even though I told you I thought of you all day, you didn't cross my mind once.
and even though I told you I thought of you all day, you didn't cross my mind once.
25 December 2009 @ 04:10 am
You by far are the greatest Christmas present I've ever got..I'm the luckiest girl in the world baby
24 December 2009 @ 09:59 pm
I don't like my Mom's side of the family.
I just realized this tonight. I always thought I loved them and would do anything for them, but they all just gossip and treat each other like garbage.
I just realized this tonight. I always thought I loved them and would do anything for them, but they all just gossip and treat each other like garbage.
25 December 2009 @ 02:48 pm
I'm always telling everyone how much I love Christmas.
Its not true. I love the season and spirit, the magic and goodwill, but the day itself is pretty ordinary.
Its not true. I love the season and spirit, the magic and goodwill, but the day itself is pretty ordinary.